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I really dont know how to say this. So I'll just say it. please bear in mind i have not slept for 2 nights so am not at my sharpest linguistic ability.

the night before last i was watching some clips on youtube about the illuminati. then i read some eckhart tolle, and i was thinking to myself that i wish i had the ability to ask my guides about whether all that stuff about illuminati and their plans are true, and receive a clear answer, just like some of the top psychics of the world are able to. I thought i'd keep my eyes open for a book on sharpening my ability. then, when i went to bed i had that ability just fall into my lap. so i asked a few questions just to give it a go. i was surprised to get the answers (maybe i just wasnt allowed to know before). still, i am a sceptic by nature, so i had to doubt what i was receiving. but the knowledge revealed to me left me in no doubt. i have been feeling quite lonely cuz i dont feel anybody will understand or believe me. sure, people are awakening, but not so much around my neck of the woods. i am really sharing this with all my love from the depth of my heart in the hope of us making use of the knowledge together. i have no idea why this was shown to me if i cannot share it. i have not been able to sleep since then, i still feel wide awake two days afterwards. dont ask me why, i dont know. it feels really huge to me so please support me on this.

so, what i am about to tell you is what my guide Lilith said to me. i am explaining it partly in my own words, partly in hers.

i asked if it is true, all that evil being done deliberately and secretly against innocent people (the illuminati and their works).
She said it is true.

i asked whether it really is evil or just perceived as such, and whether there really is a satan (evil or satan did not correspond to my worldview at the time).
she said that there is no one entity called satan. she showed me a dark energy. this dark energy is what you might call evil, which has no compassion or care for what it creates. it is basically spiritually ignorant. and it can be in areas and in people and in spirits.

i asked whether it can harm people.
she said the only harm it can do (and keeps trying to do) is to scare us. any other perceived evil is not really "bad" in a spiritual sense. you need to not be afraid of it and it will be harmless to you in the grand scheme of things.

I asked about God.
Then she showed me the light.

The light she showed me (perhaps simplified and in terms i could understand at this level), was a huge, sun-like area of complete illumination and conciousness, peace, and more. it was very high up. it was huge and covered everything, though it was more concentrated higher up. at the bottom, and far, far less of it, the dark energy.

then she showed me our earth.

the earth was so low down, and for the most part in the grip of the dark eregy, which is abundant here. she said our earth is very, very dense. it appeared as if it is almost as close as you can get to the bottom (where the dark energy is, the light being at the top). it appeared to be the lowest of all physical places in terms of density and consciousness level.

i asked why i came to this horrible place.
she said i was very entrenched in it through numerous past lives. this environment suited my own spirit at the time. this is not to mean i have a lot of dark energy, but rather that i was accustomed and attached to this place.

i asked whether that is still the case
she said i have developed a lot in this lifetime, as was meant to happen. i am much less entrenched here.

i asked what i can do to not come back again.
she said thain order to not come back, one has to detach from the world. one basically has to not let anything in this world get to you, not react emotionally to things. one can still do what is required of one and enjoy one's life, just not get caught up emotionally in things that happen here, for good or bad. one mustnt, for example, get very upset about sad things happening. rather, one must be compassionate yet detached, loving but not affected personally by anything.

i asked why that dark energy is there, could it not be gotten rid of?
she said if there was not the bottom where the dark energy resides, it would be in the light, as a part of all of us.

i asked about those top illuminati people, do they not have a conscience?
she said all people on earth have the light in them. what was a revelation to me is that she showed how we dont have a part of the light in us but rather the light itself, which was shown to me as a white light in the solar plexus. i mean, it was not a part of it like a piece of dogh separated from the main dough, or a drop of water separated from the ocean, but rather the light itself, being also within us, the same very light, in many places at the same time. She showed how different people have different size lights in them, which grows as consciousness is raised. she showed me how every person has some of both dark energy and the light in them. then, there are also varying degrees of how entrenched people are in the physical world, which is not evil but rather an attachment to this place. i asked about the people who commit unthinkable evil. she said they, too, have the light in them, but she showed how very, very small the light was in them. she said they dont know the effects of what they are causing. the closest word i can describe it with is that they have minimal compassion. they really dont realize what they do, their consciousness is so low. she said that most people have a relative balance of light and dark energy, but that if swayed in either direction, the balance tips over easily. when consciousness is greater, the dark energy is less and can be spotted and gotten rid of easier. she showed me a dear person to me who has an incredibly large light, yet has an attachment to the planet so may not appear as such. it was obvious how much higher one can go, and what amazing bliss can be reached.

i asked her whether the evil exists in the world in order to raise the consciousness of the planet or people.
she said that it is not so. (What???)

i asked her what purpose evil then serves if not to make us more conscious.
she said that although evil in the world can have that effect, there is disproportionately more evil than awakening for that to be the case. she said that the bigger picture is far to big for me to be shown at the moment, but she was basically saying "thats how it is and needs to be right there, right now, things are not that simple, there are things beyond your capacity of understanding". well, maybe one day i'll understand, in this life or sometime afterwards.

i asked her about religions
she said they are mostly man-made and culture-based but they contain light in some places. among others she said that there is light in some christian churches or faiths. also in the muslim faith in places. she showed me that there are sort of some religious institutions that have the genuine light, but mostly they are a cultural (worldly, societal) creation rather than pure and containing light.

I asked her why she showed all this to me.
she said i was ready

i asked her some things about me and my future.
what she said really scared me. i doubted it. so i asked why she would tell me that if it is true. she said because i need to be courageous (thats where you come in, inshallah). i felt far from curageous but i think im over it now. Thanks Lilith for entrusting me with it. I'd rather not get into more detail as it's personal, but maybe one day i'll need to tell you that as well.

i wanted to tell you what i was told, and explain what i was shown. please remember this is what she told me, i am only passing it on, if she showed me a simplified translation i am not aware of it.

just as a thank you for being here, reading this, at this time of shock for me, i want to share with you this really beautiful persian song. i dont know what he is saying but the feelings are translated beutifully.

all my love