During a little email exchange with numerologist Heather Lagan, i was inspired to find my own answers on numerlology. I am really into numerology and need to get to the root of things, and i just cant believe there is no in-depth source out there that I can easily access. So, Heather told me about how she was pushed to find her own answers, and said i can do the same. So silly that i havent thought about it before. Intuition is always my best source for anything since the info is pure, and any translation is my own. Thank you Heather for being the channel for that message i needed.
For those who dont know, Heather is a really skilled numerologist who works even with individual letters and their characteristics. So, just to try it out, i intuitet the personality of the letter A. The "answer" i got was a very Ambitious and competitive letter. A wants to be ahead in everything, it doesnt have its line at the bottom like a triangle, but rather in the middle, emphasizing its top. It is the pyramid, the arrow upwards. It is a somewhat mentally focused letter. People who have an A in their name have ambition in them. It was interesting to realise that i could find these answers all on my own. How cool am I?! Yes, very. Anyway, whats so striking about that is that i have 4 As in my surname/familyname (the energy one grows up with), and 4 members of my family with As in their first names. I have no A in my first name, and all this makes me a non-competitive, non-ambitious person from a very ambitious household. I knew that already, its just striking that its there in the letters for anybody to see. Anyway, the A also has its legs in the past and future, not in the middle (the now). A is either striving towards some future or looking back on some past. Comparisons are common for the A, without them he cannot be first! That reminds me of the connection between avoiding the Now and the Ego, which Eckhart Tolle talks about. In order to be comfortable in the now (which is life itself), you need to realise that there is no moment better than Now, and that in fact there IS no other moment than now. Ambition and competition in itself requires an Ego, without which they are pointless. So, i'd say the A is definately one for wordly AdvAncement, but not one for contentment with What Is. The A wants to constantly get ahead, go further, achieve this or that. It needs a challenge and doesnt stop.
This guidance about inner tuition all came quite timely because the number 91 is now showing up in ridiculously synchronized ways for me. Its come up so often lately and i wanted to find out what it stood for. In this website it says about 91: It indicates alteration between generosity and autocracy, dualism and flexibility, and possesses a dominating personality.
But the idea was to intuit the meaning. so i "felt" the number instead. and it told me that 91 is a leader self sufficient and unique (beacuse it reduces to a 1), but its style of leadership and uniqueness etc is through masses of people (9), involving them and actively giving and taking, exchanging energy, thoughts, inspiration, power, etc, and also through a uniqueness and independence (1). So, in short, a fine blend of exchange and interaction with people, and an independence and individuality.
Dennis Rodman who played for the Chicago Bulls wore number 91, right? I thought he was so cool when i was a kid. Even though Michael Jordan was a better player, I thought Rodman was the real star cuz he was creative and colourful.

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